And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. Hebrews 12:1b-2a
This past week has called on us to muster up all the patience and endurance we could find. No, nothing is seriously wrong…it’s just been a puzzling time. I’ve mentioned before that we are avid puzzlers, as in, almost obsessive. Our personal library includes about a hundred puzzles at any one given time. Most are flea market finds, we work them, then resell them on consignment. Some, however, are special favorites and we keep them to work again. We have a puzzle, in progress, on our dedicated table all the time. Sometimes we just stop by and add a few pieces and sometimes we spend the evening, sharing conversation and a bowl of popcorn. And often, we talk very little. It’s just so relaxing to sit together and marvel as separate pieces become a total picture.
The puzzle on our table at present is in its fourth day and only about half completed. That’s atypical for us. We would normally complete our one thousand-piece masterpieces in two to three days, depending on the other things life throws our way. This one is very challenging. The pieces are of very similar size and shape so they tend to “fit” into places where they don’t “belong.” In addition, the design is a watercolor painting composed in a very impressionistic and slightly abstract style, making color-matching pieces very complex. In the best of scenarios, puzzling is not a sprint, but sometimes we find ourselves working a marathon and this is one of the toughest marathons we’ve tackled in some time. We realized early on that this one was going to test our skills, but we love the challenge so we’ve gathered up our patience and are determined to go the distance.
It is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord. Lamentations 3:26
During these early weeks of Lent, I’ve been reading a lot about patience and endurance. Jesus knew exactly what lay ahead of him on the night before he died, yet he quietly washed the feet of his betrayer, not demonstrating the slightest hint to any of the other eleven disciples that he knew the truth about this man. He was quiet and patient throughout his mockery of a trial, speaking calmly and with few words as he was questioned about his status as King of the Jews. He raised not a word of opposition when his sentence was declared or when one criminal beside him kept taunting him that the Son of God could surely remove himself from this terrible cross from which he hung.
Of course, he could have, but his race wouldn’t have been finished, and his mission not accomplished. Don’t you think there must have been moments when he wanted to walk away, to bypass the agony that lay before him? But he didn’t! He didn’t walk away because he loves us dearly and wants us to share eternity with him. When I think about the patience Jesus shows to us every day and the endurance he demonstrated in completing his mission to save us from our own behaviors, all my trials, no matter how serious they become, are truly small and insignificant by comparison.
We all have times when our lives seem to be on pause, times when we’re tempted to give up, and times when we must slow down and find the patience required to finish our race. Ken and I had a rough fall and winter, but spring has arrived and over a number of challenging months, we’ve honed our endurance skills. We’ve learned a lot about taking care of each other while depending on Jesus to be with us every moment…to pick us up when we stumble.
And so our race this week, amongst household chores that are starting to return to a more normal cadence, has been about finding enjoyment in a beautiful but difficult puzzle, meeting a challenge, and helping each other along the way. Teamwork has certainly been key. When I get discouraged, Ken always builds me back up with his gentle, fun-loving spirit, and when one of us can’t find a specific piece, we look to the other and usually the piece turns up right under our noses, sometimes not, but we keep moving forward together, with Jesus always watching over our shoulders. We’re practicing our patience and endurance skills and I can’t help but believe that he’s smiling with us as we work through that crazy puzzle. I believe he relishes being right in the midst of our everyday lives! And when our time on earth has run its course, he’ll be waiting with open arms to welcome us into his home! Now that’s a race worth winning!
For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Hebrews 12:2b